1. |
Flowers + Tea
02:05
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I sit in the tub smoking,
candles burning
I think of how I did you wrong
I am so sorry
I feel the water getting colder
around my body
should I call you or
should I let you be alone
I contemplate bringing you
flowers + tea
like I did the other week
when you were sick
and you wanted to
see me
you actually
wanted to
see me
I feel the water getting colder
around my body
I feel the blood getting colder
inside my body
I am so sorry
I am so sorry
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2. |
January
02:51
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stretching myself way too thin
losing who I am within
neglecting myself
of hard earned, well deserved credit
I’m terrified of being alone
wish that I was okay on my own
locked in my head
for days on, weeks on end
I turn to u for love and comfort
you pull me out of this
hole I’ve dug myself into
I don’t know what I’d do without you
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3. |
Undone
02:45
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one more smoke and I can’t take it anymore
getting old is hard, I’ve become such a bore
my head is broken and my sheets are dirty
you hurt me last night
my mother wouldn’t be proud of what I’ve become
everything is unraveling, I am undone
I feel weird about the way we left things
you felt bad and I was crying
It’s not ur fault, it’s all my fault
and u left suddenly
u hurt me last night
my father doesn’t know the half of what I’ve become
everything is confusing and I am done
I am done letting u control my life
I am done letting u feed my strife
I am done, it cuts me like a kitchen knife
I am done, u cut me with ur kitchen knife
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